and, besides, you like to argueI don't. I'm trying to make people like arthur stop saying stupid / unreasonable / uneducated stuff.
now i understand why Byakko has like 100 000 posts count I was on the forum when it started (I was around in the very early versions of the message board of the old Mugen Guild site) and I was doing stuff like actually creating characters and all, giving advices and feedbacks to other creators or helping newcomers. Half of my post count goes back to this era, and some of the posts in the last few years did serve to be helpful in more serious discussions.
If I struggled to the end of my determination, to the end of my way of life with my followers, if the result is ruin, then this ruin is inevitable. Grieve. Shed tears. But you cannot regret.