Normally, I say "no offense", but I don't really care who gets mad or upset ... But ...
This shit has to stop, it's a digital fucking award given amongst people you'll never meet or see unless you see pictures of them or videos. NJ, you're a good man, but getting all upset and self loathing over that shit is just plain a waste of energy and life. It's a free, downloadable fucking game. For some a casual hobbie, and other something to do to pass the time constructively. If you're looking for high praise and adulation, break the wall down, completely different sprites, your own gameplay, your own sounds, your own hitsparks and if that doesn't work to satisfy you then develop a new tool. And if that doesn't work find something else in life to shine, after all and again it's a fucking game. Regardless if people are going to nag, or call you out at the end of the day does it put more money on your wallet? Does it get you a promotion at work? Does it pay your bills or buy you that new car? You're putting way too much into thinking about this ... And if I come off disrespectful it's only because I care enough to make a statement because I hate seeing people waste their time on pointless shit ... This ISNT why I don't come here anymore, I've moved on in life to a poor where I don't have time for it anymore, but occasionally I pop in to see what's going on and I find shit like this and it just makes me sad that people are lettingb shit like this ruin their day ... So for the future, I wish you well, I like your link, I never tried the joker but I'm sure he's better than any other one out, and if it were my creation I'd take delight in just that ...