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Neena Williams

 June 26, 2010, 05:40:41 am View in topic context
 Posted by †KillerMondless†  in Neena Williams (Started by †KillerMondless† June 26, 2010, 05:40:41 am
 Board: Entertainment

    

Re: 3 word game

 September 28, 2009, 09:20:24 pm View in topic context
 Posted by †KillerMondless†  in 3 word game (Started by Jax September 18, 2009, 01:51:53 am
 Board: All That's Left

Drink and drive  ;)
    

Re: If College ain't about a bitch....

 September 04, 2009, 11:31:05 pm View in topic context
 Posted by †KillerMondless†  in If College ain't about a bitch.... (Started by †KillerMondless† September 04, 2009, 06:01:08 am
 Board: All That's Left

Good point...well the most and main thing I can say is that right now is that I'm angry,slightly stressed out, and paranoid about the people who hang around me and now I've take a wrong turn with handling it all by trying to drown myself with pills.If anything I've been staying on this computer as long as I have because I have an urge to do it again but I don't want at the same time and I'm really am coming here trying to seek help right now in anyway possible from those willing to give it....
    

Re: If College ain't about a bitch....

 September 04, 2009, 11:14:56 pm View in topic context
 Posted by †KillerMondless†  in If College ain't about a bitch.... (Started by †KillerMondless† September 04, 2009, 06:01:08 am
 Board: All That's Left

OMG.....ok look...I'm just an angry college student going through some rough times right now that needs a little guidance in the right directions and I have no problem saying that....but you're pathetic "supposed" girl that likes to rip at people when the chance is given just so you can feel better about yourself and your insecurities...I'm human,your human, and everybody else is human....we make our mistakes and live with them just like I have to live with mine so for somebody like you to try and down me on anything right now is nothing more than a waste of your time and mine and just shows that you might be in need of more help than me right now.... and I'm in the middle of doing a paper so I can't even say I've gotten entertainment let alone any help out of this so far...
    

Re: If College ain't about a bitch....

 September 04, 2009, 10:28:10 pm View in topic context
 Posted by †KillerMondless†  in If College ain't about a bitch.... (Started by †KillerMondless† September 04, 2009, 06:01:08 am
 Board: All That's Left

You're going to have to make some grammar changes before you wanna call me stupid "girl".

Outside of that, yes everyone "can" judge to their hearts content but that doesn't mean they should do it....on this note your judging me based on what I've said so far but have no knowledge of me as an actual person. Thats what makes passing judgement on me so wrong up to this point....you can say w/e you feel about me based on "whats out there" about what I've done because I just can't make you not say anything about it but don't try to down grade me when you don't really know a damn thing about me as an actual person especially if I haven't done the same thing to you in any situation (why does this seem so familiar to me?)...
    

Re: If College ain't about a bitch....

 September 04, 2009, 10:14:44 pm View in topic context
 Posted by †KillerMondless†  in If College ain't about a bitch.... (Started by †KillerMondless† September 04, 2009, 06:01:08 am
 Board: All That's Left

I don't have anyone around me telling me how to not go about taking pills to deal with my stress
    

Re: If College ain't about a bitch....

 September 04, 2009, 10:07:24 pm View in topic context
 Posted by †KillerMondless†  in If College ain't about a bitch.... (Started by †KillerMondless† September 04, 2009, 06:01:08 am
 Board: All That's Left

I've been dealing with rumors involving a crazy eyed girl and her butt...

I'm interested in this.

O ya, college life rules!  Try and look for a part time job, like the rest of us students.  Should calm things down.  It seems like you do more partying than studying.  Hit the books!  You talk of all these problems, but youre not resolving it.  Work hard and be something you want to be, not what you are now (or before).

People have problems, worse than you or me and they are able to deal with it without having to take pills.  They strive hard.

Dude I've only been to about 2 official parties...anything else with be only a gathering of people all in an area together....but as far as that I stay away from the party scene....

Whats the story of the crazy eyed girl and her butt?  SHARE!!

...Naw you good on that....
    

Re: If College ain't about a bitch....

 September 04, 2009, 10:02:03 pm View in topic context
 Posted by †KillerMondless†  in If College ain't about a bitch.... (Started by †KillerMondless† September 04, 2009, 06:01:08 am
 Board: All That's Left

I've been dealing with rumors involving a crazy eyed girl and her butt...

I'm interested in this.

O ya, college life rules!  Try and look for a part time job, like the rest of us students.  Should calm things down.  It seems like you do more partying than studying.  Hit the books!  You talk of all these problems, but youre not resolving it.  Work hard and be something you want to be, not what you are now (or before).

People have problems, worse than you or me and they are able to deal with it without having to take pills.  They strive hard.

Dude I've only been to about 2 official parties...anything else with be only a gathering of people all in an area together....but as far as that I stay away from the party scene....
    

Re: If College ain't about a bitch....

 September 04, 2009, 09:35:44 pm View in topic context
 Posted by †KillerMondless†  in If College ain't about a bitch.... (Started by †KillerMondless† September 04, 2009, 06:01:08 am
 Board: All That's Left

Well I knew if I had said this I was going to get this reaction from everybody so lets go a little more detailed about what has actually happened to me...

Before leaving off for college
BULLSHIT.....I don't even feel like explaining this so all I'll say is that you never want to deal with child-support issuses with your dad right before you have to go off to school because thats just stupid but it's apart of my life...


Orientation week
Just getting know people and college life and overall and made some new friends rather quickly.I went to a party the first night of being there (LU is a party school and they almost can't do one event "without" calling it a party so what do you expect --;) and spent a lot of time trying to get to know the world around me and have it fully adjusted in my mind that I'm really on my own now but also now I have be on my alert when it comes to the people I'm going to let be around me or let me be around them.But overall I spent almost every night with my group of friends just staying up all night and hanging out around campus until school started.Took a math placement test, had to correct something with my FAFSA and financial aid and found out that I couldn't get that scholarship in AG like I was "told" that I would get for choosing it as my major and I had to take out LOANS and only got a little amount of money from EFC which was barely enough to buy all the books I needed without paying out of pocket ($288). I learned don't ever rely on info from someone who works for a university but is never even on campus enough to have tell you anything about anything with the flipping university. let alone free money for something that "requires" you to have a GPA of 2.5 or higher.


School-Week 1
Not bad as thought but it is challenging for the most part but the most I have to do to make it is focus and be preparde for anything that comes my way. But when class was over for the day I spent it around my friends doing w/e.

School-Week 2
.....BULLSHIT 24-7......I had my book money stolen for my math class right out of my wallet,I've been dealing with rumors involving a crazy eyed girl and her butt, had my caculator stolen, lost my cellphone for a split sec along with my wallet (this was before my moeny was stolen), just found out my roomate is semi-disfunctional (yeah I've got the nerv to say that after popping pills) and I'm just going flipping insane now to where I "had" to do some ibprofen just to calm down....I held back with a lot of everything I've said thus far because really I don't owe any here a damn explaination of what I do or when I do it and could care what you think of me just because I "popped" some pills for the first time in my life and might do it again.On that note none of you have the right to even judge me period but you can get away with with it because your dirty laundry isn't out for anyone to say anything about you.....do I have anyway to justify what I did....on a logical point of view?...No...mental?...No...Emotional?...Yeah I'd have to say so....I've never been stressed out to the point where I've had to do something like this just to calm me down long enough just to get away from the pain for a second and didn't care what I did just to feel "right"....so I can admit I made a mistake (along with having the scars on my arms to prove it)...but I think reality "really" set in to me about what I've gotten myself into the moment I decided to go to college and what that was really saying when I made the decision to go......

But all in all I'm too damn angry to give a fuck about what any of you think especially if you're doing the very thing that would make somebody "keep up" with doing something like this. I didn't say any of this bullshit to geta pity party started, I actually tried to see if there was a chance if I could get some help from somebody before this shit actually got worse....
    

Re: If College ain't about a bitch....

 September 04, 2009, 06:36:20 am View in topic context
 Posted by †KillerMondless†  in If College ain't about a bitch.... (Started by †KillerMondless† September 04, 2009, 06:01:08 am
 Board: All That's Left

"OH MY GOD MY LIFE IS BAD!!!! LET ME POP SOME PILLS AND MAKE IT ALL BETTER!!!" - Killer King


Lol, no. It's idiotic, something done by idiots. I don't care what the reason or motivation. Idiocy, mental instability, psychotic problems. No excuse, popping pills doesn't make it better, AT ALL. You're just weakminded if that's what you need to deal with your problems.

No a weakminded person would've killed themself off by now.....I'm just angry as hell and I would rather fuck myself up a little over fucking someone else up a lot for "my" problems.....
    

Re: If College ain't about a bitch....

 September 04, 2009, 06:24:35 am View in topic context
 Posted by †KillerMondless†  in If College ain't about a bitch.... (Started by †KillerMondless† September 04, 2009, 06:01:08 am
 Board: All That's Left

Fine let me be an idiot in "your" book....you haven't taken a step in my shoes 1 day in your life to even begin to understand what I've "actually" had to deal with in the couple of weeks of being up here....I never even said it was because I'm in "college" because if that were the case I would be doing it if I were back in St.Louis....I just got hip to a new way of dealing with my anger and stress now.......
    

Re: If College ain't about a bitch....

 September 04, 2009, 06:14:32 am View in topic context
 Posted by †KillerMondless†  in If College ain't about a bitch.... (Started by †KillerMondless† September 04, 2009, 06:01:08 am
 Board: All That's Left

sure if you want to say that......but idiots don't go to college...they join the circus  :joker: :juggle: :jester: :party3: :woeh: and I'm not jumping through hoops or walking on ropes right now so I'm pretty sure I'm one of the smart people that decided to do something with their life and live it out.....
    

If College ain't about a bitch....

 September 04, 2009, 06:01:08 am View in topic context
 Posted by †KillerMondless†  in If College ain't about a bitch.... (Started by †KillerMondless† September 04, 2009, 06:01:08 am
 Board: All That's Left

Yup I'm back for the moment cuz right now I'm doing a paper but I thought I'd swing by while I was on because I know you people just missed me sooo much  ::)

But what I've had to deal with up to this point....parties,regretable mistakes,money issuses,relation ship issuses,parties,pill popping followed up with trying to get blowed off a bolt,some freaky ass games of truth or dare......and I mean......shit other college shit  :(.....
    

Re: One thing you know/think the above poster is obsessed with

 August 14, 2009, 07:21:54 pm View in topic context
 Posted by †KillerMondless†  in santtu anime appreciation (Started by Segata Sanshiro December 05, 2007, 10:25:28 pm
 Board: All That's Left

Likes to be talked to in a nerdy way
    

Re: What R U doing now.....

 August 14, 2009, 05:09:16 am View in topic context
 Posted by †KillerMondless†  in santtu anime appreciation (Started by Segata Sanshiro December 05, 2007, 10:25:28 pm
 Board: All That's Left

is working on cleaning his room and packing his stuff up for college  :sugoi:
    

Re: What Brand Underwear do Yall wear????

 August 12, 2009, 10:44:33 am View in topic context
 Posted by †KillerMondless†  in What Brand Underwear do Yall wear???? (Started by BigSally August 11, 2009, 09:39:48 pm
 Board: All That's Left

Well damn gucci  --;....
    

Re: What Brand Underwear do Yall wear????

 August 12, 2009, 10:40:07 am View in topic context
 Posted by †KillerMondless†  in What Brand Underwear do Yall wear???? (Started by BigSally August 11, 2009, 09:39:48 pm
 Board: All That's Left

Well I guess I fit in number 2....with a lil tiny bit of 1  :sugoi:!!!.....very little  --;
    

Re: What Brand Underwear do Yall wear????

 August 12, 2009, 10:26:52 am View in topic context
 Posted by †KillerMondless†  in What Brand Underwear do Yall wear???? (Started by BigSally August 11, 2009, 09:39:48 pm
 Board: All That's Left

Wait do girls like guys with big butts  ::)  ????
    

Re: What Brand Underwear do Yall wear????

 August 12, 2009, 10:04:04 am View in topic context
 Posted by †KillerMondless†  in What Brand Underwear do Yall wear???? (Started by BigSally August 11, 2009, 09:39:48 pm
 Board: All That's Left

Depends on whether I feel like wearing any or not but I'll wear anything that WON'T squeeze my butt out giving me a ghetto booty look....and sometimes makes my butt look bigger not that I need that anyway because.....I GOT A DONK! ;)
    

Re: One thing you know/think the above poster is obsessed with

 August 11, 2009, 03:52:16 pm View in topic context
 Posted by †KillerMondless†  in santtu anime appreciation (Started by Segata Sanshiro December 05, 2007, 10:25:28 pm
 Board: All That's Left