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Difficulties in life <-- Needing an Opinion or two.
#1  September 18, 2010, 02:22:13 pm
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I may sound like the typical 12 year old EmoFag but I'm going to be serious here.

I'm a 17 year old boy that lives in a rough area full of Pakistanies and very few white people (Most are Chavs but thats not the point) and it's really hard to walk around the area without being stared at or being called Racist names, I suffer with a disease called Autism, thats a disease that effects a person's communication skills, lack of talking properly, learning skills and whatnot, the side of Autism that I have is called "Asperges" which totally effects my emotions, Making me anti-Social (Yes honestly, I lack friends due of this)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Asperger_syndrome For full information about the Disease
The main problem has been my school life, nobody wanted to know me due of these problems and it just got on my nerves all the time "HEY IT'S THE KID THAT CAN'T TALK PROPERLY LOLOLOL" <--- Shit like that, Once I actually made a friend, she thought I was interesting for some reason, but at the same time I have a rough time with my parents because I'm the only special needs person in my family so once my father said he wouldn't care if I ever vanished from the family (Could of been just a bluff) but it still made me very upset and I just used to lay my problems apon her hoping she'd help me 24/7 due of this she never wanted to know me again, and she ended up leaving school because of me was I really the bad person there? I don't know.

College, Last year was my first time at college yet again people were hard to talk to because they still treat me as if I'm like the biggest idiot ever, but I actually met someone with Autism aswell even then he didn't want to know me either, the only time when I actually got a word out of someone was my teachers in school and college, I used to visit the nurse whenever I was down considering she was someone to talk to about my problems.

Moving onto the second year, It's not as bad now, still getting used to people in my course (on how they act and stuff) Pretty stalkish right? due to moving to a bigger building people are still just as racist as in school (Getting Muslims that side charge you into a wall isn't exactly a nice thing) My teachers are yet to say I'm too innocent to get hurt like this but yet I still do.

I can't really explain more I'm just confused to help myself.

Making friends isn't the easiest thing in the world if not many people respect the fact I'm special needs and suffer from problems.
Teachers can't really do anything, same with my parents they still force me to attend college
so what am I just to suffer with all this drama at college? Nobody will really like me due of my problems but I've lived with this for ages.

Do you guys hate special needs students?

I would like a few opinions.
[size=5pt](Also yeah sorry if I went abit dramatic there but it's true)[/size]
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Last Edit: September 18, 2010, 03:49:34 pm by Fsjal.

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Re: Difficulties in life <-- Not sure if this is the right section.
#2  September 18, 2010, 02:30:42 pm
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Yeah, wrong section. How is feedback to the forum?

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Re: Difficulties in life <-- Needing an Opinion or two.
#3  September 18, 2010, 04:02:50 pm
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Survival of the fittest. It's been hardcoded in our genes that we can't help making fun or abusing those that we may consider weaker or defenseless.

Face it, you will meet the same idiots in any place, school, college, work... It's not something that miraculously gets solved when going to another place.

So, best thing you can do, is forget about these idiots and get to know yourself better. AS is not the end of the world, and you would eventually realize that you can do a normal life and achieve whatever goal you set. Just check Abraham Lincoln or Tom Hanks have been successful on their lives, despite having AS.
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Re: Difficulties in life <-- Needing an Opinion or two.
#4  September 18, 2010, 06:59:03 pm
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Life sounds like shit now, but that's quite common among teenagers with low self steem (yes, even those without special needs). Things will turn out better sometime.

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I just used to lay my problems apon her hoping she'd help me 24/7 due of this she never wanted to know me again, and she ended up leaving school because of me was I really the bad person there? I don't know.I just used to lay my problems apon her hoping she'd help me 24/7 due of this she never wanted to know me again, and she ended up leaving school because of me was I really the bad person there? I don't know.

Friends are there to help you out and stuff, but would YOU want to be with someone who has even more problems than you and who talks about them all the time? I guess not.

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Re: Difficulties in life <-- Needing an Opinion or two.
#5  September 18, 2010, 07:08:39 pm
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XGargoyle said, September 18, 2010, 04:02:50 pm
Survival of the fittest. It's been hardcoded in our genes that we can't help making fun or abusing those that we may consider weaker or defenseless.

Face it, you will meet the same idiots in any place, school, college, work... It's not something that miraculously gets solved when going to another place.

So, best thing you can do, is forget about these idiots and get to know yourself better. AS is not the end of the world, and you would eventually realize that you can do a normal life and achieve whatever goal you set. Just check Abraham Lincoln or Tom Hanks have been successful on their lives, despite having AS.
Thats very true and been noted in my mind, thank you.

Cyan Paul said, September 18, 2010, 06:59:03 pm
Life sounds like shit now, but that's quite common among teenagers with low self steem (yes, even those without special needs). Things will turn out better sometime.

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I just used to lay my problems apon her hoping she'd help me 24/7 due of this she never wanted to know me again, and she ended up leaving school because of me was I really the bad person there? I don't know.I just used to lay my problems apon her hoping she'd help me 24/7 due of this she never wanted to know me again, and she ended up leaving school because of me was I really the bad person there? I don't know.

Friends are there to help you out and stuff, but would YOU want to be with someone who has even more problems than you and who talks about them all the time? I guess not.
Life isn't so easy and I accept that, but many people haven't been treated like I have (Well ones around here atleast)

About the friend thing I understand I was abit dramatic around her but it's true I had many problems and she was the only one who listened to be honest, not even the teachers listened it's just the fact how she left school just to get away.

But again thank you, all has been noted.
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Re: Difficulties in life <-- Needing an Opinion or two.
#6  October 01, 2010, 11:15:32 am
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Get out of the country, and start a new life... :sugoi:

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Re: Difficulties in life <-- Needing an Opinion or two.
#7  October 08, 2010, 11:22:09 pm
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♥-♥ mAdLaX ♥-♥ said, October 01, 2010, 11:15:32 am
Get out of the country, and start a new life... :sugoi:
I'm still young silly, and isn't exactly the best idea in the world  :flipout:

Anyway, things have gotten better, Y'know..starting college with a new class this year   :pwn:

Things are starting to go smoothly again ._.

Err anyway, thank's for the advice guys It's been helpful.
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#8  October 08, 2010, 11:33:09 pm
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w00t. Yeah man new school works great, and don;t worry about asshole pakistanis or anyone, they're just mad cuz they suck dick :thumbsup:

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#9  October 09, 2010, 06:47:18 pm
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Uh then don't talk about it except to people who need to know, such as the people who will accommodate you for tests and your professors. That is all who need to fucking know, and chances are, people WON'T until you actually say something.



Congrats, you're supplying people with ammunition against yourself.



Oh, and carry two knives and cut their fucking throat next time they get near you. Apparently this is illegal in your pussy country.

Remember: you are white. Your demographic is responsible for every school shooting. Take advantage of this. Usually just not talking at all except when absolutely necessary (professors, student accommodations) will scare the shit out of them because the students will think you're planning something. See, the only ones who can really make any judgment are the authority figures, and if you're normal to them, then there is no threat! Worked for me.
Last Edit: October 09, 2010, 07:00:02 pm by Jesuszilla

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Re: Difficulties in life <-- Needing an Opinion or two.
#10  October 10, 2010, 04:52:00 am
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lol to actually look like you're planning something evil, carry a note book, and do some evil grins when jotting something in it, eventhough it is only a pikachu doodle.
oh and touch your glasses alot, especially the middle bridge across the nose part with your index or middle finger, it will make you look evilish
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