when my brother died
when Claudia was away by problems many years ago and near friends to us tell me she died.(but she came back the last months of 2006)
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-When(I can't mention this, I remember bad memories like "men are evil", is a horrible thing that I want to delete from my mind)
when the doctors tell me about stomach problems by failed suicide tries, and lost alot of blood, I was in a long treatment (medic and psycho)
When I lost my dog.
When I know about Sabine Dünser died.
when my big sister died
once, I was not welcome in some sense..family issues...
and when I see moms with their daughters, I remember once I felt bad when I watch that, I felt like a worst day.
still about the stomach things, Is strange for me was common eat- then- puke, still that is in...
