Same here, the official stance relaxed on masks but then days later there was news of a new wave, my company immediately came back to telling us to wear masks but I think the government hasn't had time to revert the relaxation yet.
I don't know how it's going in terms of hospitals and cases, but I keep hearing about people getting it. My brother's ex-wife a few weeks ago, then my brother, then their daughter, and a bunch of people at work these last couple of weeks - but it's always a mild case of headache for a couple days now.
I've had doubts back in January but I still haven't gotten it myself.
If I struggled to the end of my determination, to the end of my way of life with my followers, if the result is ruin, then this ruin is inevitable. Grieve. Shed tears. But you cannot regret.