karl said, January 30, 2023, 03:56:44 pm

They.
Do not.
Want.
Me.
There.

You're right. We don't want you there.
Your behavior is highly disruptive and toxic.
You repeatedly ignore warnings.
You disrespect authority despite them being respectful.

How many times were you told to quit the excessive swearing on the Discord? Quite frankly, I find it absurd that I had to start timing you out for it and when it ran out you STILL went back to excessive swearing.
How many times you got angry and lashed out at someone because they called you out? The fact that you even did this toward staff says a lot.

The last time you were allowed on the discord you were explicitly and clearly told that it was your last chance and that the next infraction would be a permaban. You didn't last a day.

You want to know what's unfair? The fact that we were generous enough to give you so many chances and leeway for so long despite your behavior that would have gotten anyone else thrown out much faster. We gave you multiple breaks. When the gloves came off that should have been a tip that we were not fucking around anymore. Instead, you choose to double down on your behavior and continue.

I'm glad you did this post. You just proved us right and affirmed that the decision to get rid of you was the correct one.

Gennos said, January 30, 2023, 07:47:42 pm

lui said, January 30, 2023, 07:29:47 pm

Gennos said, January 30, 2023, 04:45:45 pm

i feel a bit sad for you because you remind me of myself. the best advice i can give to you is to: go touch some grass, get out of your own head and remind yourself of how ridiculous it is to get so worked up over some obscure internet forum that does not even show up in the first page of a google search.
relax, ok? its not worth it.

Hey I just wanna say that I appreciate that you and me have grown up from being edgy manic users to being slightly less manic users as we have both been here for a decade and joined the forum proper at the same time, it's nice to see that you can pass on the same advice that has been said to the both of us.


That being said, I feel like people need to remember that a forum is not obligated to keep you around according to their policies and the forum itself is not your friend, individual users are and you should be aware as such if anything warrants being banned for.

thanks man! i was an asshole to u too many times, im really sorry for that.

Don't apologize, I probably deserved it. It's all good! No beef from my end bud.

karl said, January 30, 2023, 07:45:44 pm

I have nothing left to say. I just have nothing left to say. So, I'm just gonna say nothing else. What do you guys want me to say? Because at this point, I don't care anymore. I have nothing left to lose. Tell me what to do and I will do it. It does not matter to me anymore. But after you do that, I want all of this thread gone. At least delete my post, because it does not help me seeing how much of a worthless fuckwit I am. Please do it or I'll find a way to do it myself.

No, you brought your personal shit here, to a completely unrelated forum out of nowhere and screamed at everyone who replied that they should believe you and that you are completely innocent, which you are not, and you are still making demands.

You do not get the luxury of asking for the thread to be gone, it is going to stay up and be part of the shit thread because that is what it is for.

You actively INSULT the people in this thread in the most toxic and verbally abusive way you can because you cannot accept the fact that they do not want you there because YOU ARE THE PROBLEM and frankly they are right.

The fact you are on the spectrum does not matter because there are many other users here who are and know the responsibilities in being in a public forum and servers related to it. You do not get a pass.

You are manipulative, verbally abusive, ignorant and cannot get along with anyone in multiple forums and servers due to your own personal issues that we are not responsible for taking care of. You constantly aggressively attack anyone for the most minor of things because YOU feel slighted.

You haven't improved and it is clear you cannot. Please get help and stay out of public servers until you know how to actually own up to anything with genuine intentions instead of saying shit because you want to get what you want.

Meldo Wiseau said, January 30, 2023, 07:32:37 pm

...

Darkflare said, January 30, 2023, 07:49:58 pm

...

I can attest to all of this. The MFFA staff tried their absolute hardest to help Karl. They were very lenient with him and his behavior for a good while. They would literally comfort and counsel him even after he had verbally abused them. They genuinely did all they could. But despite the numerous warnings and plethora of advice given to him, he never really learned or changed. I may have been the last person that Karl was in regular communication with, but even after everyone else had blocked him, he still treated me the exact same way he did them.

Please do not be mislead and view the MFFA staff in a negative light for this. Karl, whether intentionally or not, framed them as the total bad guys despite their above and beyond efforts to try and help him.

Well fine. You're not happy with their decision, I get that. But you keep insinuating yourself that this is some conspiracy going on to keep Karl from having access to MFFA and it clearly is not.

karl said, January 30, 2023, 03:56:44 pm

They.
Do not.
Want.
Me.
There.

Yeah. They just don't want you on their site.

It's THEIR site. They maintain, monitor, own and pay for the site. Tough luck. Move on.

It's like getting fired on your job for the first time. Yeah it sucks. They don't give a good reason except that they're "letting you go" and you never get to step foot in the premise again, most likely.

I'm not saying this to ridicule you or make you feel bad. I'm just being realistic here. It's not worth getting worked up about something you have no control over.
Either buy a domain, make your own forum and be a better admin there or find another place to hangout. It's not that hard.

It’s just petty and really unjust; to me, anyway… There’s too many people on forums who say they are done and commit to it who aren’t banned for this to be anything other than spite. It’s not conspiracy bullshit, I’m rationalizing what’s happening to me. Again, they aren’t unbanning me, there’s nothing I can do but bitch and moan to anyone unfortunate to listen. Not to throw anyone under the bus or anything, but the admins and mods all have nothing good to say about me. I know that for sure. I can’t say that about any of you guys(I hope), but if you ask around they’ll say I’ve dug my own hole and I deserve this.

Do I? I don’t know anymore. My depression is saying yes but my sense is saying you’ve done almost all you wanted, don’t beat yourself over past faults. And yeah, I did contribute a lot of useful stuff to the website. I just hope I’m appreciated for what I did good and not just remembered for my faults.

karl said, January 30, 2023, 10:16:07 am

it's the reason(or lack thereof) that they banned me that bothers me. There isn't a damn thing I can do about it. It's not like I can go sign back in now.

and I do sympathize with you as smth similar has happened to me before (not to mention a myriad others on this forum), but to reiterate:

Kolossoni said, January 30, 2023, 09:47:44 am

You said you're clearly done with the site and MFFA just did what was deemed necessary.

case in point:

Laharl said, January 30, 2023, 01:05:55 pm

You were banned because the staff decided you threatened to leave and make a public spectacle of it multiple times and then just never did it but kept doing it. We all agreed it was enough you said you were done well we obliged you.

We didn't decide to remove you just because.

I wasn't even the one who got banned and I knew straight on. Just take it easy and PM the admins here, or even join their discord and ask for a repeal there. No need to cause drama on another forum that has nothing to do with this. Especially when the reason is so petty.

I was going to ignore this stupid post but fine since you are misleading ppl heavily here.

You were banned because the staff decided you threatened to leave and make a public spectacle of it multiple times and then just never did it but kept doing it. We all agreed it was enough you said you were done well we obliged you.

We didn't decide to remove you just because.

P.S. to anyone responding and not understanding the full story don't just take his word for it there was much more going on here than hes letting on.

If you're were done for good with the site, why would it matter that you get banned from it?